I have read chapter two of the Sine book and attempted the off ramp number 4. I am overwhelmed by it. The pain and suffering of drugs, abuse and abandonment is so huge in our world–how can I make a difference? I couldn’t stop my own teen from getting involved with drugs, so how do I help the world? It’s hard for me to picture God’s kingdom here. It’s hard for me to see myself living in the kingdom with boom city all around me. How does this walk out practically? I can’t quit my job and go live in the mountains or desert somewhere.

I tried picturing walking arm and arm with the brethren, but I don’t even know my neighbor’s names. The project seems too large to even start. I feel too small for the task.

Lord, let my focus be on You. Show me what You would have me do. Guide me to Your purposes in the world.